This was the hardest decision I’ve had to make to date.
I had given three and a half years of my life to this company in exchange for opportunity, hype, experience and next to no financial return. In a startup, when you have momentum the monetary compensation is less important than achieving what you set out to do. But when momentum slows, and it seems to have been a long time since you last had a ‘win’ then it becomes more important.
For me, nu desine was not a company I set out to create. I was swept along from the start due to circumstance, and as we grew and got more publicity, momentum and money I stepped up as a cofounder. However, the product was not my baby, and when things went south I did not have the extra passion to fight til the death.
At nu desine I had achieved a personal dream of getting a product I had designed into production and onto a shop floor. I had been involved and influential in all aspects of company decision making, and I had learned more than I would have at any regular graduate job. It had been an incredible 3.5 years.
But momentum slowed, times got tough, and eventually I was spending my days unpaid doing the parts of the job I didn’t enjoy doing. I had never quit anything before in my life, but I knew it was time to move on.
I could have handled it better, I definitely could have handled it worse. Leaving as a cofounder of a startup is comparable to a break up. You and your business partners have seen each other all day everyday for the last few years, you’ve had ups and downs together and the whole ride in between. It was tough, it sucked, and I genuinely wish the company all the success in future.